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THE BASTARD DIARIES (2011)

DISCOGRAPHY

LYRICS

So mundane, so fucked up and profane
In this mad world only the mad are sane.

I lost my faith in true love today. If you can switch it off it must be fake.
As credits roll, reality unfolds and there's no rewind, just wasted time.
And no guaranteed happy ending.
During your honeymoon the tragedy's just pending.

Heroes are dying and losers keep losing.
A princess of the night may make you throw up in the morning.
Life's not a movie where everything works out.
Every now and then, no matter where you stand, you must fall down.

So mundane, so fucked up and profane
In this mad world only the mad are sane.
Nice guys lie, the fittest won't survive.
The pain's not real until it's here.
You can scream & shout but McClane won't be there.
I know it's a cliché but no one said that life was fair.

Heroes are dying and losers keep losing.
A princess of the night may make you throw up in the morning.
Life's not a movie where everything works out.
It's a question of how you get up after you've fallen down

I got nothing to say, I don't take your breath away.
There's no bed of roses, only me on the couch.
I used to play like Tiger Woods, 18 holes just because I could.
Jon may say I gave this a bad name.

Turning in, go ahead and miss a thing.
I promise I will be here in the morning.
I don't say “I l**e you” every single day,
'cause talk's cheap and I know you know it anyway.

Hit me more than one time. I ain't gonna die in your arms tonight.
But if I had to die for you, I would.
You think to me you're only breasts and attention equals sex.
But that's not true 'cause you are quite nice too.

I'm a bit frantic, mr. Unromantic. My pet name for you is “Pig”.
You can probably come up with more reasons to leave.
But you'll get honesty, downright sincerity.
What you see is what you get. If that ain't what you wanna get, it's ok to leave.

I'm not even close to being perfect, I'm just a fool fallen for my brunette beauty.
I care more than what's considered cool, I swear there's nothing I would never do for you.

Another morning and it's Groundhog day again.
I think I've seen it all before.
We may skip some scenes, I know how this will end.
At the top I slip and fall.

I’m living in denial, I must admit that now.
In this vicious cycle, I spin around and 'round.
As history keeps repeating itself.

The fat lady keeps singing the same old song.
Once again I'm getting stale.
I'm sick & tired of returning to square one.
Am I just chasing my own tail?

I'm living in denial, I must admit that now.
In this vicious cycle, I spin around and 'round.
As history keeps repeating itself.
Every time I touch gold, it turns to debris.
I can't seem to keep hold, there's something wrong with me.
'Cause history keeps repeating itself.

What goes up must come down. Maybe I should just stay on the ground.
'Cause history keeps repeating its ugly self.

Out of sight, but never far behind. I don’t believe in many things in life.
But I do believe in this community. We put the “story” in history.
Epitome of loyalty. So are you gonna go our way tonight?

We’re gonna rock out with our cocks out round the clock out in the streets of MATTBY.
If you fuck with one of us, you fuck with all of us. You’ll bite the dust.

Frowned upon, we keep rolling on as the night turns into dawn.
Madness… madness..? No, this is Sparta!

Fishing, reeling in only the best ones.
Bring me a beer and I’ll bring you the next one.
Make it or break it, we’ll never fake it. Are you gonna go our way tonight?

I don’t know WHY you talk, just go our way tonight.

Juliet's in distress.
With despair in her voice, her emotions she tries to convey:

"I'm too scared to carry on with this
But I'm afraid I'll lose everything if I walked away.
Heart and mind, Jekyll and Hyde. I just don't know what I want from my life.
It might be you, I wish I knew. Is this the time for me to decide?"

Befuddled Romeo tries to gather up his thoughts
Haltingly letting go of her hand:

"You talk a lot but don't really say a thing.
I can hear you but don't understand.
So, cut the crap. You owe me that.
Your words are twisting the knife in my back.
You believe or you leave. And now's the time for you to decide."

How can you tell when you've found your way in this mess we call life?
You will never know enough to say "Everything's alright, 'til the day I die"

Stumbled on happiness, you still couldn’t find it.
I hope you will before it's too late.
'Cause running back along the corridor won't get you there
if you jump on the wrong train at the station.

Remember the stairs that we used to sit on?
We would make it our place, it is still our place.
The night we sneaked into the minigolf field.
The fence didn't stop us, nothing could stop us back then.
I've got no regrets, I'd do it again.

Thank you for everything.
Tattoos ain't wearing thin.
Changed lives,crazy nights.
That passionate summer showed me the meaning of life.

Cruising all night to the Siren Song's beat.
I miss what we had, Fuck I miss that so bad.
But I can still taste the Caribbean Red.
I'll drink one to the playhouse, and a few more to what happened then.
I've said it before, I'll say it again...

I'm no longer holding your hands but I’ll always hold on to those memories and times.

I quit!
This shit I do renounce. I've OD'd on letdowns.
Empty words no longer keep me warm.
I need something more, something that holds on.

I hope someone will burn down your virtual world.
And use you just like you've been using me.

Today I leave this two-faced place I’m never going to miss.
So consider this my resignation.

I shed my sweat and tears for you, you sucked my blood out too.
The living dead in this dying life. You've ruined it up to this point.

Not anymore.
You got what you came for, so go enslave someone other than me.

Gone without a trace. Still trying to find a place to call my home.